dispell despair

Do not despair for despairs sake. Save it for when all else is lost and wrong.

When the wages from a job you hate barely cover the debts you have nothing to show for,
And there is little left from which to afford food or find fun.
When you live in world that is dying and no one with the power cares to save it.
When you realise the futility of friendship or family, as each lives and dies alone.
When tiredness rules conciousness and reality only brings more pain.
There is only the hope of whims and prayers that do not dispell despair,
but just give the illusion of freedom from it.

For me, it is the toil of my pen that saves my soul from the suffering of existance.